34 weeks....

I cant believe I have came this far...

I am now 34 weeks pregnant.

I am having a lovely son ...

His name will be Matthew Sean Hudson

I am so in love with him and he is not here yet. I am going through alot just to make sure we both have. I have been doing it all on my own and I am happy.  :)

WELL WELL WELL 14 WEEKS!! ALMOST 15!!

I am now 14 weeks into my pregnancy that means I officially made it into my2nd trimester. So thankful my baby has stuck with me ...

I am trying to decide on where I am living , I have so many things I want to happen for myself in this year... I need to get credit partially straight . I also need to do well in the classes I will; be starting on 4/4/12 , I will be starting over but I will be getting my degree at my own pace and knowing that I can take as many classes as I was to .

I know god has a serious plan for me and I am thankful for all he has done for me already!!


TOODLES..

HEY HEY HEY

Brand new business!!


Distributor for Organo Gold !!


The worlds healthy Coffee!!

I am loving the decision I made and Cant wait to make the big bucks..!!


I am now 13 weeks and 5 days, Soon like either this Friday coming or the following Monday I will find out Whats the sex of my little one .I cannot wait !!...

Benn doing a little shopping got diapers 210 diapers for 45.99 I love it !!!,

I spoiled myself and finally started the charm bracelet I been wanting to start for some time now .... So I am happy about that..

I have to get stuff straight , So much to do and I also want to build onto my money .

Well done

New day New me!

Its been a while

It has been a while . I never even knew it has been so long . a lot has changed I am now 26 years old and will be 27 in 7 months or so .
I have started a big int rest in motorcycles. Moved up to another area , met new people . I also most importantly became pregnant . Yes I said it . PREGNANT. I know I was the last person anyone thought was even going to become pregnant but It is here . But the sad part is I became pregnant by a very sorry sorry man .

((I sit and reflect on everything , I know god is truly trying to open my eyes to show me things but I also go opposite of what he shows me . I refuse to listen so I get the outcome , I also think that he is only showing me these things to show me how strong I am . And HE MUST REALLY THINK i AM STRONG )))

I will have to raise my child on my own , The father of my child feels that he doesnt even want a child by me so if I take him for child support He will try to take my child for full custody .

But I wont let that happen.

I am so determined to give this child everything I didn't have . But I also am determined to raise my child in the church or at least raise my child to know who god is . I never lost faith and never will .


THE PICTURE AT THE TOP IS WHEN i WAS 7 WEEKS ... I AM NOW 12 WEEKS ;)

a new day a new week

so alot has been going on ..

Alot of stressful things

and alot of things that will get you the thinking and reflecting on life and what could possibly come next .

I took a big leap and stepped outside of the box this weekend and did something I thought I would never do drive almost 8 hours to see someone .

I feel that it was well worth it all and I would do it again and again .

I have alot to think about in the next couple of months about the big move.

I can honestly say im ready .. I have not told to many people because I want it to go as planned.

I am determinded to ge tthere start over and cut the past off . I might possibly leave the past on facebook but cut them off from accessing me other than facebook ..lol << im so mean

I am really rambling today so ill update soon

LIFE IS WHAT U MAKE IT

I did ssomething today I never thought I do . I ended alot of friendships today , Why because I realized that I am turning 26 this year and there are alot of people that I allowed to come into my presence and ruin my thoughts on a daily basis . I am not sure why I allow people to have this power but something has got to give .

NO more Mr. Nice guy .

When I love I love hard. And when I am ur friend you got it . I dont keep alot of peope in my circle because of that . loyalty is major to me . life is already complicated why make it even more .



Today , Today what can I say about today ...

It was long and stressful and I know there are more to come .. something made me smile though ... :) and he knows why ...

Man in uniform .... lost for words .. but im being patient ... :)


So aggravated with nissan .. I called in to complain I cant stand there guts.. lol

So for the randomness. I will be posting pictures of my journey ..

good night