im here but not here

Im here but not here.. there but not there .. i feel but dont really feel and I understand but not really...

When I wake up I dont know .. when i go to sleep i dont know ... I want to make something good become of myself and this but When you are at lost for everything ... then u truly dont know.,..


I know what my heart yearns for I knwo what I actually want but will i get it from another...

I dont want it from another I want it from you .. but Its not looking like ill get it .. or maybe my patience is getting the best of me ..

And sinc eit is then its winning...