what if?

So I havent been on here for a while...

Alot has happened

Things I feel the need to question.. who , what, when ,how, why


I am a very deep soul who is also like a flower needing to be fertilized and my fertilizer is love..

I rather have it sprinkled on me like im the ice cream.
But life has taken me through so much in the past weeks..

You...

I....

and that all I can say ... because im lost for words...

Me...

Working on it ...

Basically a major work in progress... I have alot to learn .. and alot to experience but I know deep down inside im still wanting and needing some things... to be honest I dont have to have them... but it will only put a smile on my face...

God is teaching me patience..

In the end I will have that smile and then some...